In other words no fishing to write about again today..
I still have a couple of dozen frozen peeler crabs I picked up click and collect from Rhondda tackle so under cover of darkness I plan to hit my local beach again tomorrow night, another attempt at the clean ground hounds. To act with ‘criminal intent’, to move further than the five mile radius.
Maybe I should go on my bike?
Oh wait, its a recommendation and not a law. I am not a criminal after all. No fifteen minutes of fame promised by Andy warhole, no appearance on CrimeWatch… have you seen this man? he was last seen walking towards a public beach wearing waders and carrying a seat box and fishing rods? The hair would give me away.
Maybe I just spend too much time on my own.
As the lockdown restrictions now start to ease in my little part of Wales life will slowly return to what it was before. There is no normal.
Garden parties echoed throughout my neighbourhood and the smell of burning flesh, singed almost beyond recognition, hung cloyingly between rows of semis in the balmy May evening.
The gangs of teenagers who never participated in the lockdown are swelling in numbers as ‘music’ from their phones competes with each other for supremacy but only achieves a mind-numbing bass beat. This I hear as they swagger or stagger through the short-cut alley than runs past my house.
My own family are not exempt from the frivolities. We too join the barbecuing hordes, throwing the slaughtered inmates from half a farmyard onto a charcoal fired grill. We drink numerous types of gin, blackcurrant, passion fruit, pink and just plain Gordon’s dry with the neighbours at the bottom of the garden, the social distancing set by the three foot thick stone wall and various thorny plants clinging to the masonry leaving just enough room to pass ice, glasses and bottles from house to house.
The Girl child asks if her boyfriend can come round to visit. We discuss the need to keep our distance and he is admitted to the garden through the side gate. Now the pantomime begins: Whenever the Girl child brings a boy to the house that is the day when I sharpen my knives. I always do this, it is a ritual and as much as she protests I think she really likes it. It aids natural selection, the more the boys blanche the more I sharpen and if required I start sharpening bigger knives. (I am holding back the first world war bayonet for a special occasion.)
My neighbour sees this act and colludes by slurring he has the shovel I asked to borrow and he staggers forward and passes it to the boy over the fence. (even though I have many digging implements of my own).
This boy knows me now so no longer openly quakes. He isn’t even impressed with the array of course to fine carborundum stones from Arkansas and Ouachita and a diamond stone from Aldis. Not even the leather cow hide strop phases him. I use the last dying rays of sunlight to reflect off the highly polished blade of a Sakai Takayuki chefs knife to glint in his eyes and dazzle him before herself tells me to stop tormenting the poor boy.
Game over dude.
Breakfast on the patio this morning and again the Girl Child drops a bomb shell, she is going Vegan. She says this as she slathers butter onto a steaming Croissant and tops it off with two rashers which look like a Peppa Pig jigsaw puzzle. In her mind she was almost dairy free now and was thinking of stopping eating meat, this while she shovelled the bacon into her mouth. Dairy free? well she drinks plant milk instead of cow juice but chocolate, cheese, eggs and butter ? I encourage her to think on the full implications of this lifestyle choice and it’s meaning. I think it is alcohol she should give up.
I have always said I am a big believer in Totems and during a ride yesterday I came across an amazing ash tree. For those of you who feel hollowed out by life have a look at the tree below.
It is quite possible to be damaged, hollowed out, but to still thrive and fulfil your life’s purpose